The Battle, Light vs Darkness I

I just had one of the most inspiring talks with my boss, I was caught in this twilight; I have been having this headaches for a while now. I never really had headaches before unless I'm really sick. I don't know the real reason but I think I'm going through one of those life's transformations (by now, which I've become used to) and it's one of the signs of my metamorphism, my Metanoia I hope :)

In the morning I got up, while I was in the toilet I heard the church sermons but I had planned to do something unholy so I was battling myself. Then everything passed, and I was going through this thought process and this is what came out in the end

1. GOD is good to all. HE made us to share HIS Grace and be part of HIS family
2. GOD is the giver of all. HE can take it but HE will not for a good reason.

I think we've perceived GOD as ourselves and gave HIM this image of an authoritarian ruler who give as he wishes and takes as he wishes. He who uses giving and taking as a rewarding and punishment mechanism. But that's just us.

I belive he works in completely different level. GOD is LOVE and that's where all HIS actions emanate from. HE is AN Artist and HE has crafted this world in such a beautiful design that everywhere you see you can see love (I fyou looked long and deep enough). HE is soooo LOVE, HE created us with our own sense of free will so that we can do as we wish and sadly we've misused that gift. WE have fallen from Grace and undermined the blessing that was bestowed upon us and we resorted to competition... darkness. We've used the base ingredient that made us which was love and used it for lust, power and greed... But still GOD didn't destroy us because HE is a creator and not a destroyer. And HE has embedded the fact that those of us who're out for destruction will end up destroying ourselves and those of us who're out for love will grow limitless, will transcend the material and become the spiritual. His system will cleanse itself. And that is everyone's daily fight; going out to the light or return to the darkness. That's our day in day out fight, whether at work, with friends, with family... everywhere. To get into and bring all who are around us into love, growth and progress.

That's a life principle to live by. To live larger than life itself.